Remembering My Pen

November 17, 2009

With everything that I have been doing, and everything that I have been through. It has been exceptionally difficult to dig up my writings from so many years of chaos. Few in the world know what I've been through in the deepest recesses of my privacy. Yet here I am, still alive, still working towards an elusive dream. My hands have grown further and further away from the traditional methods of writing. So many memories are hidden between the lines of what I write and what I have written. I must deal with them in order to keep my motivation from collapsing into the pit of regrets and pain and suffering. Two wars lay in the back of my mind with persistent relevance with many notes scribbled onto pads and printer paper. Short descriptions of the visions in my head, when I could find the time to escape into my world of fantasy. I find my strength to persist through everything life throws at me, from the story behind J.R.R Tolkien. If he could survive so much worse then what I endured and still create the masterpieces we all know and love, than I can do so as well. I have a world I want to show you. I have been working on it for over 17 years. With the world being the way it is, and my time being sabotaged by so many, I must once again find time to write between the moments of responsibility. So once again I adopt an old habit of mine, so that I can write my thoughts down when they come to me. In my pocket, I remember to bring a pen.



The Status of Fatherhood

September 10, 2009

A bit of a personal note amongst my usual business rhetoric. As I have been fighting for the custody of my daughters over the last year, so many people have made it a point to tell me not to get my hopes up. So why do I bother? Why do I continue to fight? A father does not accept losing his children. A father fights with every ounce of his means to protect them and care for them. If I lose, I lose with the honor of knowing that I tried everything I possibly could to bring them home. They are my daughters, and I am their father. No matter what fate may bring.



Forward Progress

November 26, 2008

A great deal of work has been done since I last bothered to update these pages. I post this merely to let those who may be interested know that progress has not slowed or staggered, more correctly, Ausukusa has completed work on a 3D global security system for Matrix Systems. Whereas there is not much we can show you of this product, a number of large corporations are now running this revolutionary security system interface. Its success speaks volumes towards the capacity of the Ausukusa Team to deliver industry quality products.



Welcome to Ausukusa

March 25, 2007

Ausukusa specializes in the coordination development and deployment of solutions. I will eventually develop this website into something more useful, but at this point it is an unfinished palette of scraps of code. So to say I tinker around with it often. If you have found your way to this website it is probably either to see my website development projects, game development projects, or to review my resume. Due to the privacy I would like to retain regarding any of these, you must enter the exact URL I provided to you, or contact me directly for further instruction. Thank you.




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